2013

It's 2013. The new year passing next 2012 has finally arrived.
Twenty minutes ago, the fireworks were shooting up in the skies of Shah Alam, where at I am right now.
To be more specific, in my room at my rent house.

Happy New Year! | Google Images

There's probably hundreds of thousand people out there, celebrating and having fun with friends and family.
But I don't have the time for that now. Exams starts in three days, not to mention I have to submit my research proposal also in three days. Somehow, I don't find myself doing all the necessary studying or doing research for the proposal. 

Just not in the mood. I was on the marathon of The Big Bang Theory all day long besides sleeping and take my meals. I just feel so lonely and I considered a comedy is somehow a good therapy to distract myself from all the loneliness. Don't feel like going out and celebrating too. The roads are going to be jam-packed. So not going out on the new year.

Why are these loneliness? I'm not sad though. Just lonely. I have friends in the house, but everyone is so focus on the study, there are barely any laughter or small chit chatting sounds. I can't just go over them and ask them to have conversation with me. Everyone has work to do.

So here I am, online. I choose to write something to remarks how I was doing in the new year of 2013. 

I can't help to feel sick by all these studying stuff. It's somehow a burden now. I used to love studying. Sitting on a desk and kill a book and it's content. Not anymore. I don't even find magazines fun anymore. There's too much work, too much tension and too much of shitload and so little interest for my mind. 

"Normal lah, hidup students", they say...
"Kerja lagi susah", they say...

True. These people are my seniors and they already taken the shits and got through it before I did. So maybe I should just zip it and do what I'm suppose to do. Nanti orang kata tak bersyukur pula... Ramai yang tak dapat sambung belajar... Also true.

I have something bothering my mind now, and it's probably will keep bothering me until... I don't know. It's doesn't seems to have an end. I wish I can spit it out here, but I can't. It's involving other people in my life and I know my blog existence is very less-known, but what if the wrong person, the person I do not want to see my writing, sees it. It's not worth it to be jot down here.

Anyway, I hope you readers out there have a blast new year celebration. And also, those who makes a new year resolutions, and you know that the end of the years, you don't even remember what's your resolutions are. Kinda like me. Hence, I like to make daily goals for myself to achieved. It's much easier that way. Never set expectations cause I don't think anything can be expected.

Cheerios, people.
Happy New Year 2013.






Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Kisah Kaki, Hospital Dungun dan Cellulitis...

Image
Semut oh semut, kenapa engkau gigit aku? Kau tu da la semut merah, skali gigit, gatal nak menyengat. Nasib baik aku bukan semut jugak, kalau tidak aku gigit kau balik... Siapa sangka ye, gigitan semut nie boleh membawa kepada masalah lain... Aku nie jenis bila gatal2, maka haruslah digaru, nikmat yang sangat2 tu bila dapat kau garu gatal. Giler geram kalau gatal2 tak kena waktu, contohnya masa solat Jumaat. Badan aku nie, wajib gatal masa tengah solat jumaat. Masa khutbah tak, masa berwuduk pon tak, masa tengah solat tu la nak gatal. Paling hebat gatal celah kangkang. Fuhhhhhhh!!! Redha je aku tahan, tak nak batal solat. Memang la boleh gerak tiga kali, tapi cuba la kau bayang, aku nak bukak kangkang sket, pastu garu2?! Tak ke kontroversi satu masjid tu nanti?! Terus kena banned aku ke situ. Anyway, berbalik kepada cerita garu2 gatal. Aku masa tido, menggaru memang aku tak sedar. Bangun2 je tido, dah terluka kulit aku, penangan menggaru kuat sangat + kuku kasar bak cakar ayam, maka m
Read more

My Weird Habit

Image
Okay. I do have this weird habit yang tak dapat nak dibuang. Sejak baby lagi da mempunya habit nie, and I don't think it will stop. Well, I like to menguntil/mengenyeh/mengumpal bantal. Got it? Like, I take the end of the bantal, kat bucu tue, then I will picit2 that area sepuas-puas hati, like gerammmmmmmmmmmmm tengok benda tue!!! Bila da main benda tu, gigi akan automatik akan dikacip sekuat-kuatnya, and I swear, kadang-kadang kacip gigi kuat sangat, sampai rasa sakit kat gigi. This is the contoh hasil mengumpal bantal around 3 months. Well, dari elok2 terus jadi rabak. Salahkan habit nie. Cuba kau bayang bantal yang aku da gentel dari kecik, lagi hauk rupa dia... Huhuhu. Aku tak tahu aku nie spesis apa suka gumpal bantal, but gladly, after bertahun-tahun idop, aku tahu bukan aku sorang je ada habit pelik nie. Rupa2nya, ayah kepada member aku, yang dah beranak pinak pon ada habit yang sama, sampai dia da tua hari nie masih lagi main penyet2 bantal nie... Nak tido kalau
Read more

Introduction to Prince Charming...

Image
So, my friend FakhrulZakry ( www.fakhrulzakry.com ) convince me to do this. He said, it can bring success to my life. I might end up as celebrity in the future. How would that happen? Idk*. Hehehe... I cannot believe that I am actually writing my first blog post. I usually READ blogs, not write them... Anyway, this could fun, kan? Yang mata hot semacam tu is Fakhrul Zakry... the other one is Badrul... Sooner or later, I will make further explaination about spesis manusia dua orang nie... Speaking-speakang sebab bila writing guna lappy, automatik jadi cam tu... Kenapa ye? Idk*... Wonder about my look? It's not a big secret... Bleh scroll down this picture below... ... Saye la nie, tengah makan mee bandung... Anyway, I'm gonna stop here. I'm not going to post a long article for my first post... Hehehe... And no, tajuk post ni memang takder kena mengena dengan saya... So, just ignore... p/s: *Idk means; I DON'T KNOW... OH WAIT!!! Before I forgot, just wanted to wish every
Read more