Here and There | Now and Then

Recap: It was like 4.50am in the morning, and I'm having a very hard time to sleep. If there's a book of 1001 position of sleep, I definitely sure that I've might tried 1002. Still wide awake. I always sleep with my shirt off, and short pants (cause this is Malaysia, you know how the weather is). The stand fan is always on 2 or 3 because cold air makes me sleep faster. But this was not the case. I was still awake. At first, I thought like, "Mehhh, gonna fall asleep soon", but when it last more than two hours, my mind is getting fucked up, because damn I was sleepy, but my body refuses to shut down. So, I reach out for my phone and turn this app I downloaded from PlayStore like 4,5 months ago. It's call White Noise Lite. Okay, I don't really know how to explain white noise, but I'll try my best. EXCLAIMER; this definition is from my own word, it's not really the real definition. So, white noise is somewhat sounds that you often hear whe

I do not know why I have issues with food and drinks. I do want to believe that there are other people in the world just like me. The thing is, I love eating and drinking (the act, not the getting drunk kind of drinking)... but, I love eating the SAMEEEEEEEEEE thing, and I do not like so many other food and drinks.  Gini. Eating out, always mean a tea o ais for me. No other drinks would cross my mind but these heart-melting tea o ais. Why? I do not know why. Probably because I see it the as the most common drink in my life. Growing  up, mummy always make tea. For evening drinks, or picnic, or sesi makan jepput, or right after some heavy house work, there it is, tea; hot, warm or cold. Another drink that I love to consume is Sunquick, but apparently there so little to none restaurant in Shah Alam offer Sunquick. So I'm quite bummed about that. My momma, she sometimes makes coffee, but honestly, it's too bitter for me and it's always bitter no matter how mu

Being a tall person, I always have some advantages than the shorter ones. Like, I can look around easily, have nothing blocking my view. I can hide, put or take things at higher places, I can be a model (hehe) and so on. I think it's cool and I am so lucky to be a tall person. However, sometimes being too tall give so much troubles and disadvantages. Thanks to 9GAG post today, it now expose to many people out there that being tall isn't always fabulous. I mean, just look at these pics I took from 9GAG. Story of my life... :)

Superbowl the other day, or Ellen Degeneres would say it as "Beyonce's Concert" for non-footballers fans. There was this commercial, a Calvin Klein commercial, debuting their new concept for men's underwear. So, the rating during the Superbowl games is peaking high, so good job CK to put commercial on such a prime time, bet they paid a lot. Anyway, seeing the commercial... Hrm. I can honestly say, I feel like the most ugly person in the world. The dude in the commercial, he's a robot or something, with his hair pulled back in what ever the hell grease or oil or gel they use to stick his hair with; he looks like a freaking electronic machine, like a perfect specimen of a male human being, I've ever seen in my whole life. This dude, is so perfect, with his ripped body and muscles, with that annoying "I'm so cool for doing CK" eyes, and I feel like, well, I am alien. I look nothing like him. And the model is younger than me. He's a kid.

Today is my mum's birthday. The woman who hold the name Zainun binti Yusof, were born in Kampung Dura, Hulu Terengganu on the 10th February of 1958 (Monday). 55 years later, happens to be a great daughter, a great wife, a great mother and a great role model to her four kids. My father who hold the heart of my mum is indeed, a lucky man. I love you, Mok! So last night, at midnight was awesome! My parents are in their bedroom, having some pillowtalk before sleeping, while me and my sisters were sneaking at the kitchen, setting the cake and thinking how to get my mum out of the room. So my sister go get my mum, and she doesn't even have a clue of what is happening. Then we showed her the cake and we all burst into laughter! Haha. Good one! My mum don't even remember it's her birthday so it's awesome, her reaction is genuine. Hopefully, she will have a great year ahead, a great health, and great time. :) Also, it's Chinese New Yea

A friend asked me the other day. What's "seemoinside"? Why I use that word to name my blog, and what does it mean? Great question. I haven't thought to explain this before, and now that someone finally ask, I can explain it and another post for this blog. So the first word; SEE The word "see" clearly means to look into something or at something. It's the vision that I see and experience and I translate it to my writing and I hope to share my vision to as many people as I can. Some people can relate to my story, but some can't and some might disagree, have negative thoughts of me, and that's the risk I am willing to take by putting myself in this blog.  Moving on to the second word; MOI "Moi" is a french word, which basically means "ME". This blog is mine, and the writings is by me and all the things I wrote here is what I experience and how I adapt and think of every thing that go revolves around m

Hello. It's almost a month since I got Windows 8 installed in my laptop. Yes, finally. Yang penting, Windows 8 Pro Original, not cikai-cikai and cimplak. AND of course, not a theme. Ramai je kata aku pakai theme je, so now let me set the record straight, it's an original Windows 8 Pro Original series I installed. Pahey? Good. Anyway, as you all know, readers if you've read my past posts, I had a tiny little problem right after I installed the new windows. Apparently, some elements are missing from the installer and this and that, BUT that's all have been solved. :) So I thought I'd give Windows 8 a chance, ya because I heard so many people complaining. Like my friend said, ramai tak puas hati dengan Windows 8 nie sebenarnya tak biasa dengan user interface baru, pastu rasa tak kena and then nak salahkan operating system. Sungguh typical manusia. Thank god, I am not one of them. Sebulan guna Windows 8, it feels like I moved into something fresh, new and more de

The last post was like two weeks ago, almost. Haven't thought of writing after my Windows 8 failure thing, and also because I was in the middle of my final examination. So, update on my Windows 8. It's finally working. It's awesome. Finally the live tiles started to work, it moves and the apps are finally available for my use. So far my experience with Windows 8 is quite okay. I can honestly say I like it. It's really easy to use, the user interface is very nice, clean and smooth. Of course, I have to use the mouse sebab takder touch screen. I will soon update and post picture about this.  I am currently back at home, Kuala Berang. Final exam finally over, and if one ask me how was the exam, I will say, it's a pile of bullshit. Yeah, begini lah jadi budak pemalas. I was lazy, I admit it. But still, I do study. And too bad, the one that I studied didn't not get into the question paper, instead, something else that I've did not read, and worse, some

Four or five days ago, I was facebooking, checking and updating statuses (boring, yeah I know). Then I saw one of my friend offered a Windows 8 Pro Original package with the cheapest price ever. I didn't think it much, I directly told him I want one! Of course I want one! Windows 8 have the coolest and most friendly user interface ever! Besides, I have this thing that if I use something latest and the most current, I feel like I'm so cool (it's not creepy but yeah that's me). That's my opinion. I even YouTube to see more details on this. Without any long thinking, I paid the package and so excited to install the new windows. But of course, I also took some time to see users review, and apparently lots of people really don't like the new Windows 8. "It sucks big time!", "Stay with Windows 7!" they says... So I was confused and berbelah bahagi cause I really wanted to install that thing. And when I do install it, I can't revert to

I am not a fan of local music industry. This is me okay. What I say does not count. It's just my opinion. For me, local songs are so boooooring. Not all. I do find some of them are good. But, to make it to my music playlist, erm... Anyway, tonight is the night of Anugerah Juara Lagu, the 27th year. It's like the Grammy for Malaysian music industry. The least I can do is watch it as a support for our local music industry, and most importantly, to show support on the power of Malays language in the musics. This is what AJL is all about. The appreciation of Malay language, but in terms of songs. Live Streaming from tonton.com.my Since there's no television set in our rent house in Shah Alam, I took the effort to sign up on tonton.com.my, I'm sure ramai knows tonton.com. There's a live streaming for AJL. Not to mention, banyak show di local tv yang kita boleh catch up if tak sempat or tak ada tv di rumah. Quite uselful, but I don't really watch that much of